24 January 2010

The Biggest Project


Making my portfolio turned out to be the most fun and also most challenging part of my applications. No matter how many proofs I looked at, of course, something could always be improved upon. And the version I shipped out is not pefect, but it's pretty good. The contents include sewing, drawing, prints, spanning late college through present day. I'm particularly proud of the final enclosure, which repeats a pattern used in one of the included pieces through machine embroidered silhouettes and sewn binding.



It's scary when your life seems to rest on something that is in some ways, so accidental. I've always felt stifled by the pressure inherent to making art--the feeling that each piece must fit into a decided repertoire and express you perfectly. When a given project can't or doesn't do that, I feel crushed by the waste of time and resources. And then I get monumentally discouraged.

But in making the portfolio, for the first time, I looked at it all together in a series. And to my surprise, they held each other up. Where one print fell short and seemed overly simple, another object chimed in with detail and nuance. It was reassuring and liberating to see that they were related, if only through their common creation by my hands, and I feel really proud of the work--all of it--for the first time.

I've embedded a link to the PDF pieces here, in case you'd like to see what I mean. Though it's rather late for critique, let me know what you think.

4 comments:

Kathleen said...

YOU'RE HIRED!

YOU ARE LIKE A PRESENT-DAY MICHAELANGELO DABBLING THROUGH MULTIPLE DESIGN MEDIUMS LIKE A HOT KNIFE SLICING THROUGH A BLOCK OF CARAMEL. OH WAIT, I FORGOT, YOU MADE THE CARAMEL TOO.

<3
i dont believe in god so i can't pray, but you can be sure as hell my fingers are crossed for this next chapter of your life!!!!!!!! KISSES

Emily Glaubinger said...

SUCH a talent.

Emily said...

just...wow. you never cease to amaze me, casper!

Sidebartista said...

Hey, just wanted to tell you I especially like your pencil drawings on pages 9 and 16, also your comments on the airiness about bicyclists. Nice work. Oh, the shopping carts are also fascinating. John (who graduated from high school with me) posted a link to your blog on Facebook once. Since then I've checked back here a couple times for inspiration. Thanks! (& good luck)
-Catherine